Antigone

    The journey of my life is so much different from the other days. Actually a lot more diverse than I expected of making a new drama emerge each day to show the vulnerabilities of a family. But my silence had a lot more impact than I could see where it will take us. I don't know the realisation or coincidence, but things that had happened in my environment had a lot of highlighting mood to my present.  Things had changed to normal. This can be for a short or long I am still to figure out. But the energy of me to adventure on a diversion had also brought to a stop. I need it, but my present procrastination has made me reach a dead end. There is so much I am into, but to choose between path is all am perplexed about. The energy had to follow an average pace than my adrenaline rushing like boiling soup. Anyway, the silence had its overall effect on a good cause or not is still blurred. I am sure this confused state needs to open its door for something. Ya, maybe I need to ...

  I have turned 25 in a speck of seconds, making it hard to digest what would happen to me next. All have their now reasons to do their deed, but my concern was least in consideration. My nos were least in consideration because they think I have wrong reasons for my statement. I was just 25 is not what strikes them, but I am 25 years old what toggle them. I know this they, them all have haunted by now. Yes, it’s my family who thinks marrying me off will make things easy for them. You’re most needed to know a fact, in the Indian Christian community, have diversified thoughts of a women child getting married. It all depends on the mentality of the community. I was in the high privilege of mind thinking that I was having an open-minded clan, but no, I don’t. All my kinships think is that if I get married, life will be easy for them.  But I don’t want now to be considered unjust to my future family instincts; meanwhile, a ray of lifted hand supports that broadened thought for the ...

  I know my journey of scripting my mind out has taken the longest gap. The trip was a roller coaster ride of me being a Postgraduate now and later confirming my career by taking BEd to strengthen my footsteps. Now I am 25 years old, and now I feel I need to space out my time for you too. Lots are going on in my head now as being 25 in a Malayali family like mine was lots of huddles to pass. But, my journey was smooth till I achieved my goal of studying  BEd at my dream institution, but the virus that stagnant us from being physically at the college but kudos to the virtual meet saved me from being in progress of completing my course on time.  That’s all for now for being off for a new start… I was thinking of making a series of events that personalised than innovating what’s around. A journey of what I feel like a 25-year-old girl /women by creating a parallel journey of my mind with the society I am in to reinvent myself.  Excuse me for my irregularity. I will be d...